The Passion

I'm going through the cycles. I can feel things happening all around me. I've been blessed in so many different aspects of my life, it takes a moment for it to all sink in. But it doesn't. Just like when something bad happens. It doesn't really phase me. I'm just numb. I feel a joy within myself when it comes to God, but I immediately repress it, because I'm too afraid to show it.

Moving Forward

Everything is happening all at once. I had an interview last night and I think it went really well. I've been praying like crazy that I'll be able to get the job. I just want to work somewhere other than Subway. I went into the Driver's Services and got my L yesterday. It's weird at how excited I was, and then how fast it went away. I don't really know how to explain it. I'm not really excited to drive, I'm scared I'm going to hurt someone. Mom didn't seem to excited for me, I thought she would have been, but she's probably not looking forward to having to teach me. Anyways, I've got pretty much everything I've wanted. It's all working out for me. I just need to have God by my side, which is getting there, I think. As they say, you just need to get all your ducks in a row.

There's a problem with me and I don't know what it is.
It seems like everyone else is able to figure it out, while I'm left in the dark.
Why don't I have the eyes to see?
For every step I take, the devil pushes me backwards
Will I ever see the light