What has the world come to

Desperate woman bent on having a date here.
I've never felt so ashamed to be a woman in my entire life.

Do you ever have those moments where you want to overhaul your life? You want to read a book that will give you the how to's with tips and strategies for when life throws those curveballs. You want to somehow just get over yourself.You want to be happy all the time. You want to greet people and have them feel good on the inside because of your presence. You want to impact people. You want to stop your love for complaining.
I love the rain. It makes me feel more comfortable with my surroundings. I can somehow feel "myself" come out a little easier. Everything feels cozy in a sense. Peaceful. There's a great smell that comes with the rain. It smells clean, fresh. I adore it. Blogging has been on hold for some time. Basically meaning I'm writing these thoughts to myself, which is kind of relaxing.

At some point I'm gunna have to look in the mirror and say hey, you and me are stuck together, so we gotta make this work.

Sweet Postcard