Moments Of Desperation
What do you do at moments of desperation? When the world is just about to crumble and fall...When everything that you construct as your identity is just about to become nothing...When you feel helpless and there is nothing you can do about that...When nothing in the world can make that desperation go away...
No matter what, your family cannot help you out of it...No matter what, your friends can only watch from the side, and that is if they are even watching...No matter what, your actions will be futile...No matter what, there is just no way out...
worst of all, there was a way out...But it's too late now...
What do you do at moments of desperation?
It's so tempting to end things and be done with it...It's so tempting not to think about it and ignore it...It's so tempting to NOT CARE...
But that is not possible...
What do you do at moments of desperation?
Cry out? Who is going to hear? What can they do even if they heard? Will they choose to care even if they heard?
What do you do at moments of desperation?
I know, there is always God.
I'm waiting...
3 Comments:
I am learning to turn to God in my moments of desperation. It's hard though, knowing that people won't understand. Then you find that one person that seems to understand and then turn to God and ask for help. Pray. Pray and wait. It's hard but I am realizing that it needs to be done.
The thing I've found helps the most is to talk to someone. It doesn't change my circumstance, but it can help balance my perspective...
People actually do care, and community makes a difference. Try it.
ps. 820-2077 if you ever feel like unloading!
I think it was just a moment, more like a few hours. I had to remember what Scott said on sunday; you are loved no matter what and God doesnt care what youve done in the past because he just loves you.
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